You be the Romeo, I'll play the Juliet

Month

July 2010

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Dear Kathia,

Well now I feel weird for writing two letters about you. And don’t feel like I felt obligated to write this. I genuinely want to give you a second chance. I’m ready to give you a second chance as a person… Just not a friend yet. And I know you feel the same way now. I’m a jerk. I can admit it, I’m like Queen Jerk from Planet Jerk. But I’m glad there’s no harsh feelings now. In fact, it kind of scares me… I’ve been thinking all of this through lately and it sucks. Because I think I might eventually want you back in my life… but I don’t know. And I don’t want you to feel obligated to say so. But I’m willing to give you a second chance. And I’m sorry. So, so sorry. Maybe you “started it” but neither of us was mature enough to stop. I hope you can find a way to forgive me.

Love,
Abby

P.S. I take back most of what I said in that other letter.

Jul 31, 2010
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Dear Tegan & Sara,

I saw y’all at the Paramore concert on Tuesday the 27th. I loved it. I had never really liked you because of one song I heard. That and someone I really didn’t like was in love with your music. But when I heard you at the concert, I changed my mind. I’m not going to say I’d jump for joy if I heard y’all were coming to Connecticut again, but I’d keep an open mind while listening to your music.

Love,
Abby

P.S. SO FUNNY. I loved the thing about Tegan being saved by an 11 year old and how your song about jealousy should be called “Facebook” because the site’s only used so we can stalk our ex’s. <3

Jul 30, 2010

Apparently “couch” is slang for “I don’t give a fuck what my fourteen year old daughter thinks or says, my bed works just fine.”

Jul 30, 2010
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Dear Christmas Tree,

I know, I’m a wimp for not putting your name… I’m gonna keep this letter brief. You wrongly lead me on for the longest time. You made me feel important to you, and every time your name would pop up on my chat I would get all excited. And then you stopped talking to me. I tried to be your friend but you ignored me. And now it’s my fault! I don’t hate you. I know you think that I do, but I don’t. I just wish I could change you.

Love,
Abby

P.S. WHY DID YOU CUT OFF YOUR HAIR…?

Jul 30, 2010
Updating from that SOB's iPod :D

My life is way beyond complicated. Has been for years. However, I don’t think it’s ever really. Been this fucked up. Everything is just SO messed up right now. Skipping the events yesterday cause it’s a looong ass story, my mom was freaked out that there was gonna be a break in. She asked her ex if he could stay so she would feel safer. She asked ME if he could stay on the couch. Her room is SO the fucking couch. I fucking hate everyone. Ever wonder what people would think if you died? Yeah, I do. And I’d actually really like that right now. Nobody cares what I think. I’m hopefully going to Marandas. I wanna stay there forever and get out of this hell hole. Fuck all of you.

Jul 29, 2010
From my Beloved Stefasaurous!

YOU’RE THEME IS SO.

BAD

ASS

Thanks, dearie(:

Jul 28, 2010
7512.) I am sick of you, but I want you. I don't want anything to do with you, but I need you. I'm just over you, but I'm not over you at all. Give me a reason to hold on to you, because I'm losing hope...

(via yourconfessions)

Jul 28, 2010
7517.) I wear bright colorful accessories, so people would think I'm a cheerful person when the fact is I'm not. I'm deeply hurt and I cry almost everyday. I hate to tell ppl that I'm upset, I hate to tell them that I'm hurt. but at least, my tactic works.

(via yourconfessions)

Jul 28, 2010
7433.) everytime i see that you're online, i want to talk to you. so badly, you have no idea. but i know that if i get involved with your little game again, i'll only get my heart broken once again. did you plan this out? to make me fall for you, and then drop me like i'm nothing? and now you know, that i can't breathe without thinking of you, every breath i take is for you. but you've told me that you want to be friends. and i've seen it happen to other people, i heard how it feels when someone says "we can be friends" but i never imagined this horrible feeling when those words came out of your mouth. when i experienced it for myself. you're so addicting, i always go back to you, but i can't this time, i've really had enough, you've put me through enough, i'm done with you. well, i'm trying.

(via yourconfessions)

Jul 28, 2010
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Dear Kathia,

I’m mentally praying you never read this. You pester my mind……. in an awful way. I’m over the fact that you killed me. It’s over with. And I could care less if you talk to me, as long as you’re always kind. I would never dream of being rude to you like you were to me a few months ago. I get that you don’t like me, though I never did anything but be me, but I think that was completely uncalled for. And you telling me that it wasn’t me, but the fact that I wasn’t cool enough, skinny enough, pretty enough, funny enough, and I believe smart enough was included. Correct me if I’m mistaken or if I forgot anything. Yet of course, Danielle, your only friend left had all of these characteristics. Because you wantd to start new since having one best friend was better than a bunch of friends. Obviously you chose the one you hardly knew, not the best friend who would give her life for you. But truth is, when you crushed me, I found myself a little more clearly. Sure, I realized all of the shit in my life, but because of it, I’m kind of the person I am today. And the artist. You’re not my favorite person, because you’ve hurt me so terribly that it’s mostly unforgiveable, but I wouldn’t be anywhere without you. So.. Thanks, I guess… for the pain, the realization, and for making me a stronger son of a bitch.

Love,
Abby

P.S. You should reconsider your lifestyles… It ain’t getting you anywhere in life.

Jul 28, 2010
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Dear Happy Abby,

You’re there somewhere. But everyone in this God damn world has something against you. They want me to stay here, and don’t let you come out. Minus a few of my close girl friends. And Kurt. He’s the only guy I like at the moment. So as you can see, I wish I could be you. You’re so… happy. All the time. Like, really happy, not the silly kind of high I get when I’m with friends, (high meaning happy-like, not under the influence). I’m listening to the song that makes me sad. Cause I’m an Idiot. And if I were you, it wouldn’t affect me. So screw you for not being me… Or screw you cause I can’t be you. But please stick around…

Love,
Abby

P.S. The song is All the Same by Sick Puppies. It’s my SONG OF THE FUCKING CENTURY. I hate my life :/

Jul 27, 2010

Jeez… I haven’t actually blogged in a while… Glad I am! So I’ve been writing more and more for my fanfictions, and I just started a new one today called Her Bucket List and in it Max from Maximum Ride has cancer and with the help of her best friend Fang, she makes a bucket list. The sequel will be them doing whatever is on said list. I’M SO EXCITED (: I haven’t updated any of my stories since… December, so I feel awful. I’m not doing that anymore because I just love it :D Other than that… Alex and I are still on a break, even though we’re not breaking up. For him, it’s one or the other. We can’t be on a break without that meaning that we’re breaking up. Point is, I’m not marrying the kid, but I don’t want to break up with him at the moment. Rawr. Being a teenager sucks.

Love and Crumpled Pieces of Paper,
Abby

P.S. song of the day: Get Away With Murder by Jeffrey Star

Jul 26, 2010
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Dear Colin Keyes,

Though I am positive you won’t, it would be very awkward for you to read this letter. You were my preschool boyfriend. Even back then I was boy crazy. WHY?! I could have been a happy lesbian, but you had to start me off liking guys. *Sigh*, maybe it’s all for the best. Apparently you’re a real cutie now, but I don’t see you.. I don’t even know if you still live in Trumbull. If you do, you’re prolly going to Trumbull High, so maybe I’d see you? That’d be cool.. but way weird. It’d be flashback city. Anyway, I still remember your birthday party that year. And your sisters cornered me to tell me that you liked me. I almost started crying. And no, not happy tears. I thought they were gonna murder me. I don’t know what else to tell you… So yeah. Bye.

Love,
Abby

P.S. You’re only older by like 5 minutes, so don’t get a big head.

Jul 26, 2010

SOMEBODY is going to be jabbed with a Q-tip! Mark my words, cause I’m noooot in the mood.

Jul 25, 2010
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Dear Paula,

I.MISS.YOU. End of story. I hope college’s okay for you! Connecticut still sucks. And things with me and your cousin? Still not working out. It’s prolly for the better, though. Whatever, not the point. I love ya! Have fun in Brazil, and getting somewhere in your life<3

Love,
Abby

P.S. You need to visit soon!

Jul 25, 2010

Shoot me. I do NOT like being on a leash. I’m a human, not a dog, and YES, we’re taking a break.

Jul 24, 2010
Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Dear Little Abby,

This is weird. But yeah, I miss you. You were so oblivious to the world, and you actually loved your parents. It killed you that nobody told you anything, but because of that you just never listened. You didn’t care. Life was so simple, and drama was whether you could make it through the day without crying for your mom, not whether you could make it through the day without bitching someone out. You cried because you wanted to see your mom, not because you were in pain on the inside. You could just scream to get your anger out, even if you weren’t aware of why you were screaming. I’m jealous of you and I miss you terribly. One thing I don’t miss—- You were terribly naive and your taste in music sucked ass.

Love,
Bigger Abby

P.S. Note to self: I miss you terribly

Jul 24, 2010
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Dear Kayla,

What happened to us? We used to be so close. And now I’m lucky if I get a hi in the hallway. I know you still like me and all, but I feel like our friendship isn’t alive and well anymore. I freaking miss you. Doesn’t best friends mean friends forever?

Love,
Abby

P.S. Julie misses you, too.

Jul 23, 2010
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Dear Maggie,

I’m not writing this letter because I want to be your friend. I’m actually beyond that, I don’t want to deal with the shit that you throw at me. But I don’t want you to dislike me. Notice I didn’t say hate. Because first of all, there’s no such thing as hate. And second of all, I’m PRETTY sure it’s waaaaaaaay against your religion to “hate”. Also, it’s the most stupid reason EVER. He’s just a guy. A normal, average, not-as-great-as-he-seems guy. He’s not Jesus, he’s not Zac Efron and he’s not a saint. He’s just a kid. Another thing, just because you’re not with the guy you want does NOT mean that you should ruin your friends’ relationships! Stef and Kurt could’ve been happy together! But you told her that he was a manwhore because he was going to the beach with some friends who happen to be girls? Real cool, and way mature. Maybe you’re thinking that if you can’t be “happy” then the rest of your friends can’t, either, but if you were their real friends, you’d want them to be happy. Get over it. You can be happy without a guy. Sure, Alex is great, but I think I was almost happier before we were going out. I miss the way things used to be with him, when we were best friends, not all couply. See? Me, the girl you despise, was probably happier when she was single. Follow that example! And stop being so god damn stubborn all the time! That’s it.

Love,
Abby

P.S. Obsessing is so five years ago.

Jul 22, 2010
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Dear Beast,

So I don’t hate you. But that’s only because I don’t believe in hate. But you’ve caused me a shit load of pain throughout the years. I’m not going further into it. But know that you ruined my life and I wish you would just leave. I’ve had it with you. One of these days I won’t be able to keep my mouth shut and I’m gonna tell you off. Go ahead, kick me out. See if I care. I know that my dad loves me and he’d be happier without you.

Love (yeah right),

Abby

P.S. PLEASE, fall in a well(:

Jul 21, 2010
Day Eleven-- A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk To

Dear Boo Boo,

I know it says person, but I can’t really think of anybody who was THAT important to me at the moment. Plus, I used to talk to you all the time! Truth is, you meant a lot to me. Oh gee, this is making me teary-eyed. I know it seemed like I hated you and liked Bug so much better, but that wasn’t true at all. I couldn’t concentrate on anything because I knew you were sick. And I was praying that you were going to make it out of the vet okay. I don’t pray. I unbuckled my seat belt because I wanted to make sure you were still breathing in the car. We actually almost got in a car accident, too, but I didn’t care. You stopped breathing a few times in the car, but before we took you inside you were still alive; barely, but still there. We got you inside and you died. It sucks knowing that that’s the last image of you I’ll ever have. I don’t even want to talk about it. Aaand I’m crying. Ugh. Mommy was on the phone with Poppa and I was telling you that you had to wake up. It wasn’t good and you needed to wake up. You didn’t. Poppa came over a few hours, after we gathered your favorite things, and wrote you a letter from each of us.. He buried you cause he said you deserved a proper burial. Everything he said made everything so much more sad. He said you needed to save a seat for him up there. That got to me. And Gigi showed her first sad emotion in 5 months when she heard you died. She’s gonna miss her Luigi. Poppa cried. It was hard. The next day I went to school and ended up bawling into Ethan’s shirt. I felt awful cause I just kept crying. It was kind of embarrassing, but the people who knew understood. I love you, Weezy. Rest in peace.

Love,
Abby

P.S. I’m glad I picked you. I love you so much.

P.P.S. I buried your Bobo with you.

Jul 20, 2010
Day Ten-- Someone You Don't Talk to as Much as You Would Like To

Dear Geoff and Dave,

I couldn’t decide between the two of you, and you’re kind of a package deal anyways. We were always the best of friends! Close as could be! And I really miss that. Geoff: remember when we were on the bus and how I used to lay down upside down with my feet against the bus wall? And then the day when I had my eyes closed and when I opened them, your face was like, an inch away from mine and I screamed bloody murder? Or the time I blew in your face and you screamed “Abby blew me!”, and the whole bus turned around. NOOOT to mention the time when I was sitting on your bean bag while showing you the silly things I can do with my tongue. Then your mom came down, asked what we were doing, and you almost told her we were “playing with our tongues”… what a pleasant day (: And when everyone always told us we were gonna get married. *sigh* good times. I miss ya, buddy! Then Dave: You mean so much to me. Everyone knows and has always known that. Last year when you were gone, everyone always asked me where you were and it was the most difficult thing to say. I had to lie to everyone. And it hurts so much knowing. Truth is, I love you. So so so so sooo much! And I need you here. So don’t you EVER try and leave me, ya hear? Don’t be a tard, cause I care about you so much. I always feel like it’s partly my fault, even though it isn’t. We all feel that way. Like maybe if we just kept you happy… I donno. But I love ya, buddy. And you, too, Geoff.

Love,
Abby

P.S. We NEEEED to go spelunking soon!

P.P.S. Geoffff, I saw you at Chile’s the other day, but you didn’t hear me, and I don’t think you ever got my texttt.

P.P.P.S. I’m bored so enjoy random letters: abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyznowiknowmyabcsnexttimewontyousingwithmerawrimmadinoibitepeopleteeheehooheehoo

Jul 19, 2010
Day Nine-- Someone You Want to Meet

Dear McFly,

Let’s start out with how yesterday I was on omegle, met a die-hard Harry Potter fan, and then when I was looking through her pictures, I noticed you four were there! I love y’all so much, even though I’m not really into pop anymore. So that caused me to dream about the band! <33 BEST.DREAM.EVER. It was at school, but still totally not the school, cause there was an elevator that played elevator music (.. O.o) and plus I think it was part mall… Anyways, I was in the elevator that was labeled men only (I repeat .. O.o), just like bathrooms, and a guy who looked JUST like Mr. Fitz from Pretty Little Liars was in there. He even had that same shnazzy outfit. The only thing was, it was DANNY<3 As crazy as it seems, with this being a weird-ass dream and all, we started making out. Whaaaat a happy camper that made ME! :D So we got off and went our separate ways. Theeeen, I was eating a delicious ham sandwich with some friends when they pointed you four out! THAT WAS WHEN I ALMOST PASSED OUT IN DREAM FORM. There were too many people trying to get autographs, so I waited. By time I got there, sadly (yet not so sadly at the same time) it was only Danny and Dougie left! So they signed a napkin for me that was more personal than any of the other bitches’ [ >:) ] And then they both gave me kisses. TOM AND HARRY, WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU GUYS?! WHY DID YOU GO ON BREAK THEN?! So yeah, I love you guys, you’re totally the coolest. And I would probably DIE if I got to meet you. PLEASE COME TO THE US AND LET ME RAPE YOU!! Kidding, I don’t want to rape you, I just want a kiss on the cheek (at least!)

Love,
Abby

P.S. STAY BEAUTIFUL! And write more songs please! And let me meet you! Oh gee…

Jul 18, 2010
hey abbitha. its jessables. :P just wanted to say this blog site is adorbs. like, ADORBS. xo love and noodles, jessables c:

Heyy Jessables, it’s Abbitha. :D you should get a tumblr! Then I could follow you and you could follow me :D Thank you, I try to make it adorbs. hahahaa(: I love when people call me Abbitha… it feels special :D Can’t wait for our sleepoverr! And if Stef can’t do it, we should just you and me(:

Love and Double Identities,

Abbitha

Jul 17, 2010
Day Eight-- Your Favorite Internet Friend

Dear Stef,

Hey there! So as you can see, this letter is dedicated to you! You’ve gotten me through so much and you’re really one of my best friends. I can’t wait until you’re back in CT so we can party like wizards! And I’ll still kick you-know-who in the balls (and I DON’T mean Voldemort :P) if you would like (;. Love you so much!

Love,
Abby

P.S. I’m an honorary asian (:

Jul 17, 2010
Past Few Days!

Yo bloggedy blog blog! Nothing much has happened, but here it is: over 500 pictures in 2 days with Danii, and Jess is my best friend again! :D

BREAKING NEWS: DUSTIN IS NO LONGER A POWER RANGER!

That is all(:

Love and Flashing Lights,

Abby

Jul 16, 2010
Day Seven-- Your Ex Boyfriend (and other crap!)

Dear Jon,

I hardly count you as an ex. Just a mistake. I went out with you for two weeks because you took advantage of the fact that I was broken-hearted. Plus, it took you two weeks to hold my hand (ughh. eww, no offense!) to hold my hand. That ain’t official, bud. Oh, and I ended up liking one of your best friends after that. He totally crushed me, the jackass. I shoulda put him as this! Fudgetard. Anyways… Aaron told me some crap that made up my mind about breaking up with you. Thanks, Aaron, who I just called a fudgetard! (:

Love (Hardly),
Abby

P.S. Shut your mouth, boy.

Jul 16, 2010
Day Six-- A Stranger

Dear Tyler Hurvul,

I don’t know you, hence the stranger part. But you just liked my status. I told you what I liked and disliked about you, my first impression, and a confession… It was quite difficult so my answers were vague. My apologies, dude! That’s all. :D

Love (I suppose..),
Abby

P.S. Keep skatin’!

Jul 16, 2010
Day Five-- Your Dreams

Dear Dreams,

I think this is a weeeiiird letter to write… Well… I wanna remember you! And Cinderella told me that you’re just wishes that my heart makes… So when I was little I wished to be attacked by Yoda in a creepy hotel room and then appear in front of the sketchiest twin girls ever? Right on. I don’t know what else to tell you dreams… but keep happenin’!

Love,
Abby

P.S. Get better!

Jul 16, 2010
Day Four-- Your Sibling

Dear Nina,

Hope you’re having fun at camp. Did you know that you piss me off? ‘Cause you do. A LOT. Sometimes I wish I was an only child, because that’s how bad it gets. But you have your days (well, moments, anway), when you aren’t too bad of a human being. Still slightly demented, but that’s just cause you’re my older sister. It’s my job to think you’re a demented weirdo with an attitude problem. Sorry, I’m not too good at writing nice stuff about anyone in our family… Ooops, goes to show MY trust issues. Oh, and those dumb “little” familial (word?) issues. Yeah, anyway… uh… Have fun at camp…

Love,
Abby

P.S. Lighten up.

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Jul 13, 2010
Have Blog, Will Travel.. yeah, I wish..

Hellooo Bloggers. Yesterday I got sunburn for the first time in years! D: In only one patch though… I blame my daddy. :P Today.. I’m doing nothing. WHY AM I SO BORING?! Tomorrow I might go to the aquarium with Alex, Eric, and Tricia. I LOVE THAT PLACE! :3 I want a mustache.. JK. Only a fake one :P :{ hahahhahaa A MUSTACHE MAN! I like the way Canadians say mustache. Like Moo- stah- shh. :D MOUSTACHE! I LIKE CANADIANS! I suppose they’re cool hahaa. I’m so happy now that I can blog again. :D But anyways… 8 days till Stef comes home and we can have our epic sleepoverr(: Who knew that my life could really be this boring without her… What else… I made an unexpected sorta-friend the other day. We prolly won’t really talk much again, but it was still nice, and I hope she thought so too! Kurt, Buddy, Steph, Lauren… and I think that’s it, but maybe more, are ALL gone to camp. Then there’s Stef, Brea, and possibly more people that I’m forgetting who are on vacation. I miss them :C OHMYGRAVY! I HAVE A NINA-FREE WEEK THIS WEEK! :D WOOOAH YEAH! I should really be partying right now… I’m gonna go and stop boring the cheese out of y’all. See ya (;

Love and Friendless Weeks,
Abby

P.S. Song of the Day- Let This Go by Paramore

Jul 12, 2010
Day Three-- Your Parents

Dear Mom and Dad,

I probably should have wrote separate letters to each of you, but whatever. So… I love you guys, but you add SO much hell to my life. Let’s start with Mom. Mom, you’re great to me most of the time. And I get that you don’t want to be alone for the rest of your life;; but you’re not! Look, I’m trying so damn hard with everything that I do, and I’m terribly sorry that it’s just not good enough for you. Sorry I couldn’t be as perfect as your golden child, Nina. I know that you always compare me to her. You say you don’t judge us against one another, but you obviously do. Whatever. And Daddy, I love you. I love you so much. I hate that nobody told me that you were leaving until you were gone. Cause apparently I was too young to hear the truth. They still treat me like that. I know you weren’t happy when we lived in Milford. We got by and I know you loved us. I loved it there. And then you met Annamay. You seemed so much happier. But the truth is, first impressions mean everything with me. And she didn’t leave such a good one with me. I hope you remember that day, ‘cause it’s never leaving my memory. Ever. But I was fine with it because I knew you were happy. I don’t know if you feel like that anymore. It’s hard to believe that you do. You two always fight and piss each other off. And the truth is, I know you’d be happy without her. I just know it. I want so badly to ask you if you’re happy with your life, but I can’t bring myself to do it. I want to live my life like a normal teenager. Get into some trouble and hang out with my friends on the weekends. Nina’s willing to give up your time for herself. But sadly I can’t bring myself to do it. Because I love you and I never see you, so I take what I can get. Sometimes I hate myself for that because I want to see my friends, but I wish I could just spend more time with you. Being at your house on the weekends doesn’t always mean I’m with you. I rarely actually spend time with you. If I ask to go somewhere with you, SHE always has to come along. You want me to be a pissed off teenager? Then continue listening to that bitch. You’re so much nicer without her. I hate the way you act to Mom and her family when the beast is around. Oh yeah, you probably haven’t heard, but that’s what I’m referring to her as now. The beast. Or maybe The Beast. There we go. But I love you and Mom so much. I just wish you’d listen sometimes.

Love,
Abby

Jul 12, 2010
Day Two-- Your Crush

Dear Alex,
So you’re not really my crush ‘cause you’re kinda my boyfriend. I love you. You’re irreplaceable, and I care about you so much, but I want to live out my childhood at the same time. Hell, I wanna enjoy the little things in life because they’re all I have. I want you to be a part of that though, forever. I don’t want to marry you, but— well, maybe, but I’m waiting about 10 years till then so let the thought escape your mind. Point is, as my boyfriend or my trusted best friend, I want you in my life. Obviously, there’s a chance that we’re going to break up. But I never want to lose my best friend. We’ve done it before, where we practically hated each other, and then I told you everything. I didn’t leave one secret left unsaid. Maybe you’re not my knight in shining armor, but you’re my childhood husband. I love you in more than one way.
Love,
Abby
P.S. I think you should grow your hair out again

Jul 11, 2010
Jul 10, 2010
Jul 10, 2010
The Past 2 Weeks in a Nutshell

Hello, Tumblr! Gosh, how I’ve missed you! So… the last time I blogged was like… last Sunday or something… Gee, I can’t remember that far! D: So… Blah blah blah, can’t remember, can’t remember… wow, I’m boring. It was either Wednesday or Thursday.. and I’m gonna go with Wednesday, I practiced lines with my friends for the movie we’re making, based on the book series Private by Kate Brian (maybe… haha). Then I went to the carnival with Lauren, Emily, Kurt, and Alex, and met up with Brea. I got sick. How lovely. Then on Thursday I went to my Rachel’s house to swim. I’m an honorary Skyer :D. Friday (YESTERDAY! :D) I went to the arcade with Danii and some of her friends. She was having some boy issues so I was the shoulder to cry on. And I tried cheering her up with songs from musicals (: Oh, and of course, we got the internet fixed at my mom’s! Basically, what I’m trying to say is… nothing that important went on. Oh, I got yelled at for kissing my boyfriend. Moooving on from that subject. I FORGOT. Stef went to Italy and Lebanon. TEN DAYS BABY!<3 gosh, I miss her terribly. We’re having an epic sleepover where we make butterbeer, watch A Very Potter Musical, and all 6 Harry Potter movies… and I feel like there’s more that I’m forgetting D: Oh well, Abby out.

Love and Heatwaves,
~Abby

P.S. Song of the Day- Bet On It by Zac Efron… Troy Bolton.. whatever you want to call him.

Jul 10, 2010
Day One -- Your Best Friend

Dear Maranda,

We’ve had rough patches. Okay, these terrible months that you didn’t want to hear my name or see my face. But I never wanted to give up on you. And the truth is, you mean the world to me. You always come first. Even if it kills Alex, he needs to know. You’re my best friend, and there’s nothing that can change that. When you came over on the 25th (yeahhhh, I know I’m creepy with the whole date thing. I have an excuse! PAARTAY!) and we watched Aquamarine together, it felt like nothing really changed between us, even though we both know they did. I hate it. I want you to know that I love you so much, and I’m sorry for everything. Yep, I feel dumb, but its worth it. (:

Love,
Abby

P.S. Whateer.

Jul 10, 2010
I'm Wasting A Blog... Oh well :D I'll try the letter challenge :D

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Jul 10, 2010
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